you never came ):

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go

Sunday, July 03, 2005

9:40 PM
alot of bees

Been wrking 4 the whole week man.. 1st @ 3rd division wif bing n gua then over 2 expo to work 4 the alvin.. WRKING LIFE SUX BIG TIME. Well.. it was fun at expo though, as i was sitting juz beside 15 race queens (nicer name for beauty pagent contestants). Spoke 2 a few of them but was particularly impress wif 3 gers from the whole car show, Apple Lim, Shandel Tan and 1 more ger wrking at prudential. (shd hav bloody hell get the no. from her). Anyway, the car show was a flop according to alvin, as it is not tat realistic for singaporeans as the show basically showed car modification parts then actually selling cars. OK, lets elobarate more on the prudential ger.. i TINK I FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN (ILA), sheeee looks damn cute lo.. i tink shes the one, now the crucial part is to try n get her no... anyway, i chatted wif miss shandel on sunday nite..and shes like my gd frend at expo lo.. actually i duno wat 2 blog oso, wif some funni english, BUT I DAMN BORED so i blog tis. SO pardon mi for all the funni english OK BYE

Sunday, June 26, 2005

3:43 PM
alot of bees

Dammit, finally hav a fruitful saturday, hehe, didnt really do much though, went for some gaming, bowling and then movie. Most importantly, we met up at 7 pm, woooooo, early tius rox. The bowling competition is becuming more of a rountine nowadays, lol, n black hawk down neh neh pok hit a high score of 146 man, kudos to tis llb ! After tat went over 2 PS to watch initial D, not a gre8 show though, would prefer to watch batman returns wif my bro (grins). Lac for awhile b4 Black hawk send mi home on his black mobil on a black saturday in a black journey on a black black road. Had some h2h chat wif black hawk downstairs from 5 til abt 615 am, wooo, chat abt some sad moments and happier times, lastly, a important point for all hnk memebers, A Code of Honor: Never approach a friend's girlfriend or wife with mischief as your goal. There are just too many women in the world to justify that sort of dishonorable behavior. Unless she's really attractive. ^^v

Saturday, June 25, 2005

4:06 PM
alot of bees

Went over 82 wif yaw to find 09, drank some martell b4 heading over to his brother's chalet.. Played some 3 kas mj b4 asking the 4th to join, dammit, yaw say my mouth damn suay, cos b4 tat, i was suggesting 3 of us wont lose tis guy unless he damn ONG, well, as the saying goes, neva mention a ghost in daylight or u will c it at nite, it really happen, tis lcb won 3 of us. Anyway, there was tis fat shit whu was sitting beside mi all time, first time knowing him, funni guy, gave lotsa of encouragements, very supportive, wanted to ask him to "f " off, but he was juz too cute, lol.. anyway, a boring friday to say the least.. HOPE 2NITE PLANNING WILL GO AS USUAL.. !!!! hehehe, dont let another black saturday happen pls.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

3:40 PM
alot of bees

Yup, A BOWLING day again.. lol, went marina wif yaw, rek, bing, boon n joanne. Everytink started slowly, wif encouragements from each other, n boon, being the man he was, went for raw powerrrr right from the start. However, the true evil form of human being was xpose as soon as the stakes were raised, my team (bing, yaw and mi) and the other (rek, boon and joanne) were tic for tac right from the start, i muz say the games we played muz be 1 of tightest we ever encountered, but we managed 2 edge them @ the 2nd game while they did better @ the third. CB rek is like a sponge man, always absorbing the pressure and performing in the last game, screw tat animal HEEHEHE. Meanwhile, yaw hav been performing badly lately, i tink he sprain his right arm or sometink, muz be the gym sessions mate.. chill on the 20kg dumbbells k ? While we were looking @ boon killing the pins without any emotions, we heard a thunderous sound from beside, it was only then we realise that boon maybe be using raw power wif his 13 pound ball, but the player from beside was using brutal force, @ a proximate speed of 100 km/hr, 15 pound ball, creating a typhoon + storm + abit of earthquake everytime he threw the ball, dont be hit by the ball man, it aint no joke, ur life could be fatal here. Meanwhile, gd news from my neighbours, Mr Adwin Tay will be back tis Sat, hooray tat phsyco will be back, means soccer activites can resume tis Sunday le, and proper soccer is wat is lacking here man, finally the wait is over. . .

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

6:20 AM
alot of bees

A gre8 way to spend my tuesday man.. bowling, bowling and more bowling. Went marina wif 2 memebers of the bc, yaw and neh. Poor neh, we found a new nick for him, Black Hawk Down, HEhHEHEHE. Last day for neh though, from wed on he hav 2 stay in camp, wat a loser.
Played our hearts out, 3 whooping games b4 leaving our new favourite hangout, Marina South. Yaw and i decided to go over u-turn pub 2 hav a drink, when we reach the place, we experience a scene which was similar to that of a gang fight, the onli difference is that the gangsters were actually the viet gers wrking in u-turn. We met up wif tracy mcgrady (tmac) and had a couple of drinks b4 leaving for supper. As much as i would hate 2 admit, tmac is a fun ger to hang out wif, personally , i hav neva met a ger tat is able to crack so many cold jokes in a day, and from my definition of cold, i meant those jokes that can actually send shivers down ur spines and yet stil make u chuckle in joy, ironic eh ? Nevertheless, shes a nice ger.. juz abit of trouble speaking in a right way.. lol. After sending them hm, i went over town to fetch my ex-gf evon, a ger whom i hav not spoken or met 4 the past 5 yrs... she seem kinda drunk (signs of drug abuse seems to overshadow the effects of alcohol -_-) by the time i fetch her, toking non-stop to her god-brother (duno wat era liao stil got tis kind of stuff) . One thing for sure though, the hwee-ling aint there no more, didnt even feel like chatting wif her at all. Anyway, the activites aint bad for a tuesday eh ? at least i enjoyed 2/3 of the stuff i did, the bowling and the chatting wif tmac...

Monday, June 20, 2005

11:00 PM
alot of bees

Finally my blog is complete, tks for kakagua's help, this blog is basically cre8ed to KA rek's ljwei, shiok, feels gd that i hav my own blog, i can write wateva i feel abt him now. SONG !

5:13 PM
alot of bees

ok i tink its gd 2 hav a blog after all.. damn boring at hm yea ?